Saturday, August 1, 2009

Out of control

I need to be out of control, actually I need to be in complete control, His control. I need to surrender, to relinquish myself to Him. I need to escape, for one hour, one evening, one day. This is a selfish need, this need to be controlled. I need Him to quiet my mind, to chase away the demons, to surround me, to overtake me. I need Him to blot everything out of my mind, but Him. I need to serve Him, I need to be bruised and marked and fucked and made to cum. What a selfish little bitch I am, but I am His selfish little bitch.


Paul said...

Alice, I'm sure that J is very happy that you are His selfish little bitch, I know that I would be. :D

M:e said...

I hope you get what you need sweety.

love and hugs xxx

Alice said...

Thank you Paul. I do think J is happy that I am His. I know I am thrilled to be His.

M:e, it is good to see you here. I hope all is well...I miss you.